Stirred up Universe

A woman’s womb is the center of creation. The place where new life begins. It’s where I created two sons. It’s an unique unexplainable experience. The womb holds force, light, power and energy. No man can experience what’s like to have one. It’s part of the wombmanhood.

When I was told the symptoms I was experiencing last year were due to enlarged fibroids, I had no idea it would initiate a whole new cycle into my life. Fibroids are like benign tumors inside of a woman’s womb. If they get so enlarged to the point of having symptoms, you will most likely be getting a recommendation for a hysterectomy from your doctor. After many tests, that’s exactly what my doctor said to me.

Having had so many years of dealing with surgeries related to my hearing loss, I didn’t think I would be presented with another completely unrelated health issue within my body. Call me naive, but I felt like I had payed for all my karmas with my hearing loss.

Having fibroids forced me to slow down, to listen within, to look into my eyes in the mirror and ask myself some deep questions: What is this telling me? What does it mean having a womb to me, to be a woman? The womb is where I carry, it’s the chakra of creation and creativity. For many years, I wasn’t creating much. My artistic path was static, waiting for that perfect moment, for that call. Little did I know, my fibroids turned out to be that call. A stirred up, twisted hurricane-like way of telling me it’s time to take on this journey of creation. You don’t have to wait to be ready, because if you do, that day may never come. You make yourself ready.

“Stirred up Universe” is a representation of stirring up that womb and causing changes within and with that, the universe outside of yourself will transform too. One of the biggest lessons I had was to always start within. You don’t wait for other people or life circumstances to to tell you when it’s time for you happy and fulfilled. You choose that within. And with that choice, the world around you will begin to match the new energy that you vibrate. It’s that simple.